蒙古和内蒙古的关系:谁能帮我翻译啊(汉译英)

Actually,I don't want to say it out,but I really want you to know.
You have said that I love you just like the sister like her brother,but i do nor agree.You are so important to me, do you know? I've given my tears to you, which I didn't to my dear grandpa and grandma even when they had passed away.So, why don't you understand me? I need you!But i didn't force you to give to too much, and why don't you choose me?What's my fault? No matter how you treat me,you are my best love,for ever,and I'll never change!!

Actually, I don't want to say a word, but I do want you to know it.
You've told me that my love to you was somewhat like the love between the sister and the brother, but I don't agree. Have you known how important you are to me? Did you ever know that I used to cry for you (I'm not easy to cry. I didn't cry even on the funerals of my grandpa and grandma). Why couldn't you understand me? I need you and I have never asked you to pay out to me too much. Why don't you choose me? Where have I made mistakes? No matter how you treat me, there is one thing that won't change, that is, you are the one I love most forever. I promise!

Actually,I do not want to say this , but I want to let you know.
You say that I like you to just like the elder sister and younger brother , but I do not agree . Do you know how important you are to me? DO you know thati have ever cried for you (I would not shed tears easily , even my dearly grandparents passing away ), why did you won't forgive me, I need you, I do not need required you to pay too much to me . Why do not you choose me ? What's wrong with me? No matter how you treated me, I will never change : You are my best love always, I guarantee .

Actually,I do not want to say this , but I want to let you know.
You say that I like you to just like the elder sister and younger brother , but I do not agree . Do you know how important you are to me? DO you know thati have ever cried for you (I would not shed tears easily , even my dearly grandparents passing away ), why did you won't forgive me, I need you, I do not need required you to pay too much to me . Why do not you choose me ? What's wrong with me? No matter how you treated me, I will never change : You are my best love always, I guarantee .

Acturally,I don't wanna say something like this,but I am really willing to let you know it.
You said that my love to you was between brother and sister,but I don't agree.Do you know how important you are in my heart?Do you know that I have cried for you?(My tears never bursted out before that even when my grandpa and grandma,who love me so deep,died.)Why can't you understand me?I need you,and I didn't ask you to sacrifice for me.Why can' you choose me?Is there anything wrong that I have done?No mater how you treat me,one thing which will never change is that you are my only true love for ever, I promise.